My sciatica is on full blast, I think I just have to admit to myself now that the Chiro sessions aren’t working. He’s a lovely man and I know he wants to help, but I’m still in the same amount, if not more, pain. Last night I ended up awake all night, due to the pain deciding to park its ass in my foot. So I have the same endless shooting pain/burning travelling up and down my leg, but now my foot feels like it’s being hit by a brick repeatedly too.
I had to postphone the MRI because of a delay with my health insurance card, but I’m getting it next week, Then I’ll know for sure if anything has improved like he said. But I doubt it :(
Then, it’s back to the Orthopaedic/surgery route.
I wish I could say that I’m dealing with this okay, but honestly – I’m really, really struggling. Dealing with the PTSD issues daily is one thing, but with this too and also the terrifying thought that it may be forever…. it’s eating away at any hope I had left.